December 2011
1 post
November 2011
12 posts
Cate, be my date for the night?
http://www.clubzone.com/events/456130/chicago/navy-pier-crystal-gardens/new-years-at-crystal-gardens
ClearChannel
is in full Evac mode.
we came around two years ago and launched a full frontal assault on the heart of it.
and finally one station down, one to go.
They are pulling the plug, pulling everyone back to home station.
Time for a long battle.
So It Looks
Like i’ll be spending NYE in Chicago. The last city i thought i ever would be celebrating this amazing milestone, but its funny how fate works its self out.
Don’t think its been an easy road, i sacrificed something important to me today to make this happen. I will known within 24 hours if the plans are solid.
Its going to be a blowout party with important people in the music...
go figure
shes got a boyfriend.
another one in the books. its like a disease.
i tell this girl your not my type, she responds with “what smart?” , “Single” i reply.
Orlando
in 28 days. I am looking forward to going home. I use that word with a heavy heart, even though i only spent a year and a half there, it felt more like a home than anywhere else around here. I’ve got family and friends down there that I can’t wait to see.
I Hope
its all worth it.
The struggle, pain, suffering, loss and heartache.
I hope God forgives me when its all said and done
because I know I can’t.
Its what keeps me going. The hope that in the end everything I have sacrificed was not in vain.
I'm Not Sure
What to think anymore.
I’m just going to go back surrounding myself with work to pass the time.
October 2011
5 posts
I found
out my first trip back. Its going to be back to London in January. I need to get away from everything here and escape to a time of peace and happiness.
Maybe
I’m not supposed to forgive myself.
I hope one day you can.
September 2011
4 posts
I Can't
Escape. I’m trapped in my own prison.
No matter how many girls I’m with at any point in the night I’m not really there.
And they all get mad at me, wondering why I don’t return calls or pay attention.
Its because my heart and mind wont let me.
August 2011
9 posts
I'm thankful
for these past few months. They have shown me who my true friends are, who I need more of in my life and those who I need nothing to do with.
Its funny. I reached out to so many of you when I needed help.
But you only came around when you saw what I have achieved.
Its ironic. you remember when people hurt you, rather than help you.
Going Through Changes
Lately I really, feel like I’m rolling for delph like Philly, I feel like I’m losing control of myself, I sincerely, Apologize if all that I sound like is I’m complaining, But life keeps on complicating, an’ I’m debating, On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls, Can see I’m grievin’, I try and hide it, But I can’t, why do I act like...
July 2011
9 posts
time to escape
from reality…
It's Like
I never learn.
All these women are the same.
I just need to get back focused on work and forget about everything.
I Don't Know
What to do anymore.
This might sound stupid. But I feel so human.
No longer that invincible, untouchable guy i always thought I was.
I feel weak, empty and used.
Maybe this is a sign to get my out of control life together and focus on the last 4 months of school and get my financials in order.
But i guess in order to learn a lesson, you need to be hit hard.
June 2011
25 posts
Tonight
We have the Katy Perry Concert, brought to you by yours truly. 98.7 AMP. Its bound to be an amazing show, someone told me it smells like cotton candy during the show- if this is true im about to be hella hungry. I’m looking forward to our broadcast and staff we have working its gonna be an eventful day. Station at 1 breakdown around 8ish. I’ll try to post some photos when i’m...
